He Knows Better
"I hate commitment,
but when I do I am serious about it.
At this age,
I don't want to get into silly and wasteful relationship.
I have to make things clear,
since it involves my family,
I have to make things right."
The unexpected thing on 28th December 2013, finally came to the end.
I didn't expect it to start and I didn't know it would last this fast.
Everything happened very quick,
I had my practicum.
I finished my first phase of the practicum.
When I was busy preparing materials for the last observation of the first phase, I didn't know it would be my last day with the 'fairy-tale-I-thought'.
Well, He knows best.
I might not ready just yet.
I was too busy to care.
I had too much things to handle.
Then, there was another silly story that I didn't know would make me paranoid.
There was a stranger, who appeared and claimed as friends.
After got what he wanted from another stranger,
accused me of liking him. Please, stranger,
I was too busy thinking of my practicum and the observations,
as well as my not-happened-fairy-tale-I-thought.
Unfortunately, both happened at the same period.
Supergirl I was, for handling those stupid conflicts.
It made me grew.
I thought and realised all those beautiful lies.
ps. I could live as single and available for my 23 years. Why not now?
HE KNOWS BEST.